Well, I'm better today! I bet it's that interesting, healing aspect of writing (that's slowly becoming a friend to me).
Writing is kinda like having someone listen to me that never interrupts, or questions, or gets bored with what I am saying.
Writing helps me understand myself because it causes me to focus my thoughts and then analyze them as I read and re-read what I wrote (to ensure it's ready for "prime time" web publication).
Now, as I sit here typing and thinking and focusing and analyzing, I am not so concerned about being in a more modern setting when I get to where I am going.
When I relax, and listen to myself, I know the experience will be exactly what I make it.
(A pleasant calm comes over me when I remember how much control I have over my own perspective.)